- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: Space - Bond.
- Reading: Tomorrow, When The War Began - John Marsden.
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- Drinking: V = Energy drink.
Hello all!
How is everyone?
I hope everyone's better than I am right now..
School started again on Tuesday, this week.
It's as if..the holidays never happened.
But. PFFT. Going back to rant now.
I'm feeling "a bit down in the dumps" about my artwork lately.
I said that while I was on holidays, that I would have a few things uploaded.
Well, to tell the truth, and I don't blame you if you hate me, but I never started anything - like I promised.
I feel bad. And I feel like I've let people down...Which I have.
All I can do is say, "I'm sorry"...But it's no excuse.
I've been suffering from a terrible Art-Block for a couple months now, and I've found it really hard to concentrate on something.
Everytime I get on dA, I look at some of the people I watch, and get a sudden flow of aspiration and urge to want to draw something; particularly realism.
But everytime I pick up a pen or pencil, I become frustrated and get upset.
I don't know what to do. So I'm thinking about starting over fresh. AGAIN.
New account, new artworks. New me.
But I just want to hear your arguments before I did anything!
If it happens, I'll be deleting all my artwork from this account, and uploading ONLY the ones that I love and worked hard on to the new one.
I might also take a week or so off dA and try to relieve myself by concetrating on school and trying to be somewhat normal.
In that time, I will also do my best to continue to work on improving several things.
But that's a maybe...probably won't happen. But we'll see.
I'm also struggling with my own Art at school, as in the subject, but my teacher keeps trying to push me and work outside my comfort zone, which is what I'm trying to do. But I'm getting there...very, very slowly.
But please let me know what you think I should do.
I really want to get over this Art-Block soon.
Music is a good way for me to escape, so if anyone's got any music they recommend, I'm all ears.
I need something new to listen to instead of the same thing: Within Temptation, Paramore, Nightwish, Within Temptation, Paramore...over and over again. It gets annoying, and I listen to music when I draw, so I think that's another reason why I feel this way.
Anything that's got a good beat I'm willing to listen to.
- Heavy metal/ Metal.
- Techno style
- Instrumentals
ECETERA.
*I believes Kai knows some songs like that?*
It'd mean a lot if I had help, it really would. :]
Byefornow.